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2004-17-07 - 7:33 a.m. july 17 saturday i had another award winning dentist appointment where she decided novicane was not necessary at all this time. i realize her reasoning for it. she was working on a root canaled tooth and thats great and all and the nerve is dead but i could still feel everything she was doing. there was a part where i was almost in tears. but i was strong! i made no sound and i ROCK THE SHIT! later on in the evening me, hill, deb, john minus went to see spiderman 2. again i was not happy cuz panila ditched out on me. ok but anyway spider man 2 much better than spider man 1. i liked this one alot. after the movie we all went to felix and babbled about useless shit and then hurried home. july 18 this morning i had breakfast with panila and we yet again talked about him ditching out on me. it wont change. it never will. i guess i just have to live with how he really doesnt mean to hurt me. just doesnt feel right that i have to though. after that i went to an all day game session at debs. it really was alot of fun. josh gave us a good game to play and i am very satisfied with how thigns turned out. � � |