2004-06-07 - 8:44 a.m.
july 6 tuesday
Never open the door to a lesser evil, for other and greater ones invariably slink in after it.
Author: Baltasar Gracian
so last night i came in and it was late and mom was for the first time, fast asleep. i went right to bed. this morning i got up and went right to work so i havent talked to anyone.
grandma, mom, and aunt cathy kept calling me and i kept missing it of course because I WAS AT WORK! they kept talking about this letter i had to read.
finally a year later i get a hold of aunt cathy and she tells me that ashley found a letter from uncle tom to a DADDYBEAR. all about how he wants to jerk him off and watch porno with him. i wanted to die. so all this time uncle tom has been gay? jesus christ. no wonder he never really touched aunt cathy after ash was born. but what i cant understand is, is why he wanted a boy so much. i mean is there also like a pedifile thing there as well?
the thing that got me the most pissed off was that little unstable ashley found these rather foul letters. that all this time tom should have been honest with himself and his family. am i against gays? oh hell no. i am against a person pretending to be something they are not and letting the ones they should be loving wonder what the hell is happeneing or going on. i dont think its right to know you are one way, you cant deal with it, so you marry a woman and then proceed to make her life miserable for 20 some odd years. i may be very wrong. but thats how i feel at the moment. i hope i have not offended anyone. that was not my motivation.
later on in the day liz, my boss, introduced me to the new director/girl in claudias room. kristy micus. i went to high school with her. we graduated the same year. i knew her in passing. i'm not happy that now i work beneath her. why kiddie academy? why the hillsboro one? can this day get any better?
in the evening i went to kellyanns apartment and we talked about delaware and everything going on. lots of fun.
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