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2003-27-12 - 12:02 p.m.

dec 27 sat

we woke up at nine and went to get some breakfast. indiana bagels are terrible. we drove the rest of indiana, illinois and then missouri. missouri was a funny state. we saw some really fucked up billboards such as dentures...done in a day...only 94 dollars. or big signs that said jesus. then there would be signs for adult shops and next to it would be another sign saying porno destroys.

D read one that said jesus nailed his sins on the cross for you what have you done for him. poor D i think that sign really got to her. lol.

oh and you cant forget the enormous stone cross out in the middle of nowhere. just standing there in a field. very fuckin odd.

finally we get to oklahoma. there were signs there saying dont drive into the smoke. me and D were like what the hell is that all about?

of course now we are almost to katies and it down poors. unbelieveable i could barely see.

now we are lost. i call katie and she cant get us to her house. finally i said we are by braums. joey recognizes it and says they will come and get us. well as soon as they get there joey is like fallow me and speeds off like a bat out of hell. i loose him. find him again and me and D are laughing our asses off.

now we get out of the car and joey tells me his mother came down for the week. now i am not a happy girl. we just drove 24 hours to get there to hear this woman took a 5 hour flite to get to katies the same time we were going to be there? oh no no. she had no reason to be there! she wasnt asked to come she just took it on her own accord to but her nose into shit. now i am thinking where are me and D going to sleep. we were promised room here! i didnt have enough money with me for a hotel.

we go in and there is my niece in this womans arms and damn it its my turn with the baby. of course i took her immediatly. the woman had her all day long! me and D unloaded the car and brought everything in. katie opened the stuff and i still had the baby. i said omg your so beautiful i am going to steal the baby and bring her back to nj.

well joey brings his mother to a hotel and when he comes back motions for katie to go upstaires. katie comes back down and says i started trouble. said that i said ok good now the mother can go home when i first got there and that joey actually thought i was going to steal the baby. i was floored. katie said they were both crying. i also managed to hurt the mothers feelings when i came in like a "storm trooper" and wouldnt give the baby back.

now so this isnt a tense week i have to go smooth shit over with joey. now you all know how much i prolly loved doing that. so outside i went and me and joey had a little heart to heart. everything then was fine.

D was telling me while we were outside smoking that joey was talking shit about how i was never there for katie before the baby was born and that made me not so happy. i did begin to cry. i couldnt take it anymore. i am there for 20 mins and i start a war. D was also talking about getting a hotel but i didnt have the money and i was afraid if we left then i would never get to see the baby.

so finally i went upstaires to have another heart to heart with katie and joey. i held the baby and asked if we were welcome there. both said yes. i said it may look like i was never here for katie before but that is not true. i am where i am needed. jersey is where i am needed. katie had a baby and now i am here. where i am needed. all in all it went much better. i felt ok enough to sleep.

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