2004-10-10 - 6:06 p.m.
october 10 sunday
"I get to go to lots of overseas places, like Canada."
- Britney Spears, Pop Singer
grandma took me katie the baby and grandpa out for breakfast at the golden corner this morning. the baby was good! she has chocolate chip pancakes
after breakfast me and katie and of course persephone went to somerset medical center to visit mom. she showed off persephone and she looked so proud. everyone who passed by she was like this is my granddaughter. it was so nice to see that. sometimes i wonder wether or not mom is actually comforetable being a grandma and all that but she was happy as pie about it today. everyone said how beautiful she was and they played with her.
deb and hillary came by to see the baby and deb bought her baby einstien which is so nice of her. hillary and deb are so good with persephone. they played with her and hill got her a little hello kitty. :)
kellyann came by and saw persephone and then me, katie, deb and kellyann made our way to robbies for a sex toy party! i had so much fun. i made of pitcher of ROBBIETINIS which came out great! we munched on pigs in a blanket and chips. robbies roommate does these sex toy parties and we just laughed our asses off.
she has products like vibrators, massage oils, lickable stuff. it was kinda wierd looking at that stuff with my sister there but we both forgot about that and just had a good time. we even played a game with a 2 headed dildo. we stuck it between our legs and the other person had to grab it with there legs. it was so funny.
there was a pin up of a guy and all sorts of wierd looking penises up on the wall. me and katie took all the penises and put them up his nose and in his ear. when we were done we laughed.
i felt really bad because robbie bought all this food to make dinner. most of us were full from all the snack food and i had to get katie back home to the baby.
tonite i spent with the baby trying to get her to sleep. i sang to her all the lullibys i know. which is one. lol.so i made up one.
go to sleep
go to sleep
go to sleep little persephone
go to sleep
go to sleep
go to sleep little squirt
april needs to get her rest
so you must go to sleep
well this made persephone laugh and i thought wow i am so not good at this. finally i flung her over my shoulder and rocked her back and forth. 2 mins later she was out like a light. i rocked her in the rocking chair for a few more mins looking down at her. i kept thinking how nice this was. how i kinda wanna be a mommy. i think i would make a good mommy. i am feeling it more and more these days. i wanna come home to a house that is mine. to a husband and a baby and rock my own child to sleep. i wanna see my kids first steps and not miss out on anything. first things first htough. have to find a husband. lol. soon. i know it will be soon. or i hope anyway.
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