2004-01-04 - 3:51 p.m.
april 1 thursday
Endtime
the realms of a setting sun
Twilite
a new age has begun
Decline
decension of a new dark age
BLank time
a old world not quite so brave
CARCASS~
happy april fools day
i had today off because i have seen the kind of jokes my coworkers play and they are cruel and i do not wish to be a part of it.
i chilled all day pretty much. watching TV and talking to people on the comp.
in the evening i went to felix with kellyann. she is such a mess. i wish there was more i could do for her. mike is bieng so horrible to her. i wish she would just break up with him.
april 2 friday
tonite i went to khans b day at rafferties in new brunswick. it was just me and D from this group so it was an interesting evening. i mean bob was there too but he knows and talks to these other people more than i do.
we sat across from ethan and aimee who are nice and all but not what they used to be. they have a baby now and are grown up type people and since i am living the single and HAPPY life i realized they are not so care free anymore.
but what bothered me most of the evening was that rob was there. how no one even stops to think wow...you know april dated rob until he dropped off the face of the earth, came back with o explanation, used her as his little whore for 3 months then met a polish chick dying for a green card at middlesex county college, married the spawned with this girl. i wonder if april feels a bit wierd around him? i wonder if hearing or seeing him still hurts her? no no one thinks of that! why? april is made of stone surely she couldnt still have feelings for rob in any way. hell she prolly never did! morons.
at least i can tell he is not happy. he drank alot and the polish little woman was at home with the baby while rob was out. i would like to tell you that i wish his life was happier. but i dont. he can lie in his grave and pray until his dying day that life get better for him. but this is it rob...this is your life for better or for worse.
me and D had a much bettertime whenwe switched seats and sat by khan, jen and chrystal. good laughs
at the end of the evening bob says your not going to ethan and aimees. i said i was not invited. he was like i am inviting you. but its not his place. i really dont think ethan and aimee wanted us there anyway.
on the way home andrew called me. it was nice to talk to him again. we had a long talk about the porn industry, midget porn, BDSM, and some other things. laughed my ass off.
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