2004-30-01 - 12:22 a.m.
jan 30 friday
today was another day of horrid conflict. back and forth i went in my head. go. not go. go. not go. finally i started to ask people what they thught i should do. everyone basically d what you feel is right which really was not helpfull. lol. i finally decided that i wasnt going to go. it was them against me and i dont think so.
after work i went with kellyann and rich to Ds house where we watched george carlin and margret cho.
after that i called bob to see if they were all still with rob. he said they were just going to pay the bill and leave. so i wanted bob to tell rob happy b day but he handed rob the phone and rob told me how much he missed me and i was like ok well have a happy birthday and hung up as fast as possible. i know i made the right choice in not going. but..well...part of me really wished i went. whats done is done.
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