2003-08-10 - 11:43 a.m.
oct 8
today i worked with krysten which i really wasnt sure i was going to be hip to but all in all shes really not that bad. we talked about how i am goign to oklahoma to visit my sister and she just asked me alot of questions and shit.
after work i took a drive with kellyann. poor kellyann. she was so stressed from work. i drove to new hope and back she was jsut going on and on about work. i know how that goes. it can really suck. i just dont know how to make it any better for her. i mean i could go in there and threaten everyones lives but i dont think that would look good. lol.
oct 9
today was a muthafuckin nightmare. krysten thought it would be a brillant fuckin idea to take one of angelas kids out of her room and hide him in ours. now i didnt say a fuckin word. a few mins later chrissy our director comes in and sees that kevin is in our room. krysten says i took him and chrissy was like well lets see how long it takes angela to notice hes gone. 45 mins later angela notices. which doesnt make angela look all that good. krysten finally gives the kid back and angela was cool at first. then she got mad. now they are fighting with each other and all this nonsense and angela went and called liz my other director. things were pretty tense all day.
evie one of my other co workers invited me to a halloween party of hers which was nice. not sure if i will go but it was nice to be invited.
i was on line for a bit tonite and talking to rich petrov. he tells me that he is going for tests because his stomache is all fucked up. they are even testing him for cancer. now i feel like a horrible piece of shit because i didnt even know he was sick. all i kept thinking was what kind of friend am i? i should call him more i should make more time to see him. i should have known he was sick. fucked up.
i went to felix with D and told her about everything. D assured me i wasnt a shitty friend. i just dont know. sometimes i feel like it. :(
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