2003-03-03 - 11:43 a.m.
march 3rd
today i went to devin papps wake. he was a year below us in high school. he met quite a tragic end... scince the first time i had heard about it it felt wierd. i didnt really know him all that well but i felt the need to go to his wake anyway.
it was hard to see such a young person in that coffin. i have seen it before...but this was not drugs or suicide. this was a fateful accident. i guess that is what made it so difficult to process. he was not like the others i knew. he had no addiction and he did love life as far as i could tell from the pics i saw.
so many people were there. many of them i wanted to beat because they were improperly dressed and saying some very improper things...such as...there should be an easy pass for this. i dont think i will ever forget that one.
the parents and his brother of course look like hell won over. there are no words...all you can say is i'm sorry. and that just sucks. its what you hear over and over and over again and it just doesnt make you feel any better.
i felt so bad for melissa...and deb. they started to cry and i was going to loose it too...but i kept it together. go me.
after that me deb and kellyann went to fridays where deb announced to kellyann that she will be having all of the girls in the group babies. kellyann was not a fan of this idea...lol.
i am sorry to devin and to his family..it was a horrible ordeal for them to go threw. and i'm sorry to you melissa...it was horrible for you as well to have lost such a long time friend.
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