09-01-05 - 8:24 a.m.
sept 1 thursday
well now as you must realize i do not come from the most normal of families. i do not come from people who do much about problems.
the problem i am discussing at this very moment in time is one by the name of ashley. i found on line today her myspace acount. good christ! ashley never struck me as the girl who would do drugs or cuss alot or drink herself stupid. however that is exactly what shes doing.
what do i do with this information? i narc her out. i feel aunt cathy should be informed. why? because i worry that ashley may not be able to stop. i dont think she is one of those people who just look in the mirror one day and say enough is enough. i believe all this drinking and drugs and sex has alot to do with the fact that she has been threw some bad shit and wants escape.
what does aunt cathy do with this information? she plays the game of passive agressive. leaving ashley a 1/2 drunk bottle of vodka, some mozzerella sticks and a note saying sorry i have no pot. what did ashley do when she came home and saw this? just what i told aunt cathy she would do. she bolted. i dont know where she went but i know shes not home yet.
what aunt cathy should have done was waited up for her and beat her to with in an inch of her life. but nooooooooooo. the woman doesnt believe in beatings and that is why ashley is the way she is. the kid has no dissapline! never had any! ran around and did what she want because aunt cathy was trying to make up for the fact that her father was a complete loser. what ever ash wanted ash got.
we shall see what happens but i have a feeling we will not see ashley for quite some time. i have a feeling ashley may need a harsh life lesson to pull her out of this dark hole. i hope it does not come to a bun in the oven or the HIV.
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