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06-05-05 - 6:59 p.m.

june 5 sunday

i was the first one to wake up due to the fact that the kids kept running in and out the bedroom. i wanted to know what they were up to. they were dressed all nice so i asked them where they were going. they said church. i was like really? i dont have to go to church do i. they say mom and dad dont go we go with titi. ah. well i say to them. thats not fair. you go wake up your mother and tell her that if you have to sit in a pew for an hour so does she. jeremy says they already tried that. didnt work. oh well.
margarita finally woke up and we had gossip time in the kitchen. i woke deb up around 11 and we all went out for lunch at fridays.
after lunch we decided to hit a place with a very erotic name. cant remember the name of it. it turns out to be a sex shop. lol. so we looked at the dildos and blow up dolls. french maid outfits and edible undies. i learned that when you go to these types of places with your girlfriends you are going to find out stuff you just didnt want to know about their sex lives. margarita and joe like to play out fantasies. you see? i didnt need to know that. and now you know so i am no longer suffering alone!
after that i found a 5 dollar store where nothing was over 5 dollars!. i bought a pair of flipflops. 2 pairs of socks. ones with snoopy on them and one with the care bears.
after that it was time for us to hit the rd back home. we said our goodbyes and i got alot of nice pics.
the car was acting a bit funny on the way home. but i made my grandfather eat his words. i got the car there and back with no problems. ha! and he said it wouldnt make it! what does he know! lol.
when i got home kellyann called and asked if i would meet her and D at applebees. ok i said.
when i got there she looked a bit odd but i didnt think anything of it. she had 2 packages in her hands. one in yellow paper and one in purple. D came and i was telling them about my trip. i was interupted by kellyann who could no longer take it. she had to give us these packages. so i open mine up and its a book. the bridesmaids guide. at first i just didnt get it. then D nudged me and was all congradulations omg! i still wasnt sure what was going on until i saw the ring. i was like omg kellyann is getting married. i was pretty much speachless. i was not ready for this at all. see you cant surprise me with stuff that might change my life. all i could say was i'm not ready for you to get married. and i'm not. i'm not readyfor the fact that they might become so wrapped up in the love and marriage stuff that kellyann and brian will fall off the face of the earth. much like other people we know. i wanted to be happy for her. i really did but i wasnt. i was jealous and scared and totally not ready.
it wasnt till i talked to her about all that i was thinking a little later on in the evening that i was truly happy for her and brian. i didnt feel icky about it anymore. she was right. i wasnt going to loose her as a friend. i dont think much will change after there wedding. its nice to know that. but wow what a shock to the system. i hope no one ever does that to me again. lol

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