05-30-03 - 1:26 a.m.
may 30 monday
today we had a very small bbq at Ds. most of the people we know are away or what have you. i am beginning to envy paul. paul goes somewhere like every weekend. and he goes on so many vacations. i wish i could do that. but anyway it was a very nice bbq.
after that we gamed and i have to say that josh put together a really awesome session! we were all blown up to smitherines and put back together. each of us waking up to a nightmare. it was pretty cool.
june 1 wed
so every wed night deb and i get together. april and deb night if you will. tonite my aunt calls me and tells me i have to get home. i was like why? she says just get home! i was like i'm out with deb already. shes like GET HOME! ok so home i go. i get there and grandma and ashley are on the front steps. i say whats going on. both of them say they dont know. mom is not there. now i'm pissed because this is cutting in to deb and april fun. plus i was like starving. a few mins later they pull up and mom holds up a puppy in her hands! i was so excited!
we took the dog inside and she was imediatly at home. we knew this because she felt it ok to pee right on the carpet. lol. shes so tiny and looks just like holly. mom and i had been talking about dog names for awhile and mom liked jazzi. ok fine. well this name was no longer good enough for the dog. so we went threw names and deb suggested lily. mom loved it. so now our new dog is lily.
i went back out with deb. we got dinner and then went to get toys for the dog! i was going to buy the dog a shirt that said princess on it but do you know they wanted like 12 dollars! i was like oh you have got to be kidding me. fuck a whole lot of that. i pay 12 dollars for shirts.
so we tried to put the dog in the cage for the night. this did not go well. she cried and cried until we came and got her. this ment april had to sleep on the floor with the dog. damn thing kept me up pretty much all night. lol. but she is cute. and very playful. i am very happy. but i miss holly. i couldnt help but cry. i was like this isnt my dog. i want holly back. i know that lily i will love. but not like i loved holly.
june 3 friday
tonite was a very relaxing evening. we were supposed to go to the conduite in trenton for a night of gothic fun but we were all way too tired. instead we hung out and watched many episodes of sex and the city. that was a whole lot happier. i didnt feel like getting all dressed up and putting on make up and then driving all the way there and then dancing. a night of loafing was much much better!
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